Decisions

Thoughts, faults, flaws. You can catch these hands or these claws. I’m like Frogger, making my moves. You doubt and criticize me, I know what soothes. Who’s making you stay? I’m in charge, you can go if you don’t like what I say. Better yet, apply and do better than me. This I want to see. Guess what, you can’t do it! The loudest boos come from the cheapest seat. I’m one guy you’re not going to beat. I was caught off guard, now you have my eye. I got myself covered so you bet not lie. You need to be quiet and keep moving. Worrying about everyone else, worry about yourself! Keep it grooving. Your toxicity and hostility is not welcome. I’m not the one two nor three. Keep it moving gracefully. If you could do better, you would. That’s on all I own! Why are you acting like a teenage mean girl, we grown? You’re like Papa Doc, can’t say crap. If you’re full of energy and rage, go take a nap or lap

Really, Him?

I’ve seen this one too many times. Won’t date me but go below me and my rhymes. This guy, WHET??? I’m humble but I gotta say he ain’t me. I will yell that gracefully. He cool for sure. You took a step back ma. Women don’t usually go backwards but sus you went back in time ya. Again WHET? I see your type is like Big. Big, ugly and black. Not beautiful black, crunchy and nasty like a crack. C’mon now! You can’t say jack about any gal I’m wit. She gonna be lit. We cool for sho. He definitely ain’t for show. I guess I see what you like. I may be big but I’m neat and clean. Still the coolest you seen. Hit me up when you’re done with him. I don’t mind finishing last. I refuse to recycle and dip back into my past

Now What?

I’m alone, just me and the pets. The TV, house, land and your collectible sets. I’ll ensure your property is mine. Continue to rest on cloud 9. I’m sleepy but I will rest. I will continue to do my best. I need a mom on my side. That’s a void I cannot hide. The silence is peaceful and disturbing. The fact that I don’t see more relatives is perterb-ing. I still want to talk to you when I leave work or when I see a great image. I thought I saw you but it was just a mirage. After probate, getting affairs finalized, what is next? I will no longer see you sending a phone number nor text.